We never looked at this move as something that would " Make it all better" or "solve all the problems". We have really tried to approach it without the "grass is greener" mentality. If anything, we have had to talk ourselves into the pro's of the move. In the last few days, I have been having to do that more and more. We had a going away get together with friends last night- and have another tonight. Goodbyes are so uncomfortable. I know they are important- but I would rather avoid it. I am just not sure how to do it. I don't know how to express what I am feeling- for each person- when the time comes to say, "Goodbye- probably won't see you again before we go." I know we will see everyone again- BUT we are really saying goodbye forever to the way things are now. It will never be like THIS again. What's to come may be so much better- but what I know is THIS- and I like it. I am confident- with all that is in me, that this is the right things for us. I thought that may make it easier to say goodbye- but it doesn't. I am tired- scared- sad- and I just want to get this over with. One more week- then our new life begins.