Sometimes there is so much going on here, that I don't even know where to begin in order to explain it.  When people ask about what our day to day life is like, we struggle to explain it. When people ask how we are, it is hard to really explain it.  We are growing.  God is changing us, molding us, challenging us.  We are nearly brought to our knees daily, broken hearted at how carelessly we have lived and how incapable and unworthy we are of coming before a holy God.  But what hope we have in Christ!  In these same days, as we pour our inadequacies out before God, He pours His grace into our lives in ways we have never felt before.  He answers our prayers, guides our steps, comforts us and gives us His power.  He draws us to Him. That is the best way I can explain what is happening here.  God is drawing us to Him, in every area of our lives.  We are being refined and are continually amazed that God is doing this in us. May we live worthy of the One who is at work within us!